birds have chirped,
flowers have bloomed,
streets still seemed in gloom.
World rushing around,
but seems as if it has stopped for me.
they honked
i startled
realized , was walking in the middle of the road,
was it just a honk or a slap to me
...to wake me up ,
was it ....
a bell of celebration for someone,
felt like whole world around,
is hopping and jumping
dancing and pumping
and i am at the center
seeing them but unobservant,
laughing with them and feeling nothing inside.
tried breaking through the circle around
some or the other GRAB hold of me
making me dance his own tune
i trying to get in flow,
as always...
....got stuck somewhere,
a step i couldn't understand, or
a step i wouldn't learn,
Or a step i don't want to learn and understand
m still trying,
but he realized...
...he is not with the right dancer,
and in flow he ...drifts off to other dancer
better...manageable and in flow....
there bodies go along...
a hand hand of mine still stretched....
but they are already dancing around me
and m standing alone in the middle again.
smashed but smiling....
scared of something....
if tried getting out again....
might get brushed up with someone again
whom i ll try dancing again on his tune???
this time i am not trying at all
trying to be still
seeing them enjoy...
with them....but not a part of them....
they jumping and pumping around
trying to keep a smile intact
so no one comes and try making me laugh....
and might leave to graveness again
after he leaves...
